It's a great feeling to feel desired. And that feeling captivated me today. And it's a great feeling to be whisked away and picked up, and hugged, and kissed. And even though it's fake, I knew it would never be real. He's an escape that I have consented to. He might think he's taking advantage, that he's the player, but I feel the same way. And together we are playing each other, and we don't care. And It's quite enjoyable, this arrangement we have...