We didn't do much...(OKAY DARREN?!)... and he doesn't want to change the flavor :( how boringsss.
I'd rather screw around with the other guy right now, only because I am more comfortable with him, even if he is a huge dick. But, we'll see.
I really want to use a flavor!! :*

I HAVE FLAVORS!


strawberry or mint anyone?

hmmm. two at once? two in one morning? hahaha this is getting interesting all of a sudden. but, i'll probably just separate the two, I don't want any mistakes occuring... 
and a breath after school? can't wait!

I want to sit down and have a long conversation with you, like the ones we used to have.
I want to enjoy myself, without having to watch my back or think.
I want to lay with you, for once, just to see if the spark is real.
I want to be the only one on your mind, and your mind, and yours too.
I want to laugh out loud with him and hear everything he has to say.
I want to run away. I want to leave, and live far far away.
I want to show her I can do it--I wan't to prove her wrong.
I want to sleep. I want to get it over with.
I want to be the best at it all.
I want a lot of things.

i wish i never figured you out.

I've tried turning away from this stuff. 


I received an offer(?) last Friday. Not even from someone I'd expect. Probably will try it, just because I am curious. But I'm still on the edge about it... "Next week". "nah, im not joking..." "neither am I--NEXT WEEK."


oh. and I denied/teased another. He's just too possessive. 

CURIOSITY KILLED THE KITTEN. ;-3
i HOPE i STiLL HAVE NiNE LiVES.